At low tide,
when the sand bars are drawn out of hiding, and stretch in the sun for an hour
or two, on the Gulf you can see wave layers piled-up on top of each
other. That should be impossible. Water can’t stand up; it’s
structure-less, our principle metaphor for mutability, running around, over,
and underneath us, always in thrall to gravity. And yet, there it is,
witness-able by eyes. Perfectly flattened, the old waves have a new life,
not rushing back to the sea this time, instead spreading over the sand flats,
perhaps veering a bit down shore, their patterns of little foam bubbles
breaking askance and disconnecting through radial expansion, little big bangs
of miniature firmament. For once suspended from interminable motion, the
water just stops still. New waves come on top, sheering at first, but
ultimately thinned-out too. You can see four or five wave layers at once,
and out there where the breaking starts they collectively stand so many feet
high over the plain where we stand in a few inches of water. It’s so
beautiful. Right at that moment in the cycle of the tides, I swear that I
can literally see that force in nature that makes the water want to stick to
itself. I can see it like the spherical edge of a drop that holds fast,
and unbroken, in my palm.
Two weeks ago,
I took a photograph of one of my daughters running-wild at low tide. Her
silhouette leans right in mid-stride, as a gull faces left, wings fully
vertical together, like praying hands or pendula. In different planes of
depth, they are just about to cross each other. I think about Sanibel
that way, because living on the sand forces you to reconceptualize
solidity. Surprisingly, I actually remember Xeno’s paradox of
instantaneous motion from school. I must have had coffee that day.
Imagine an arrow, the ancient thought experiment goes, flying through the
air; if you could divide time up into a super tiny increment, the arrow would
levitate in place, and defy gravity. Waves stand still, measured in
moments. Photography is like that; it differentiates time into an
instant. How an instant relates back to its context, I can’t say, but the
magic that was there was real. It did take me a while, I have to
acknowledge, to understand that the journey is what life is all about, not some
endpoint.
When I was a
kid, my grandparents did slideshows. With impish delight, my brother and
I would sabotage the circular Kodak slide-magazine to the side of the projector
box, so that two slides would go together in front of the lamp, making some
crazy double image. The grown-ups would erupt in feigned surprise, and
someone would chase us off as we laughed and ran. I love the topicality
of this image, with my girl and the gull, it’s multiple layers of
subject. The linear texture of the sand pattern, and its analogue the
wave pile. The depth of the seaweed elements, as they connect me in the
foreground with the Gulf in the background, but also seeing them as a content
layer, like a slide superimposed on the base image. The leftward
orientation of the birds, and the rightward motion of the figure. There’s
a shadow layer, and a white layer. In my mind, I can picture the image
just as a sea-scape, devoid of the living content elements, or I can see novel
combinations, like the gulls and figure floating in a blank field. That
simultaneity of meanings, and explanations, is something I want to capture in
this work.
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